December 21, 2010

happy





I am really happy that I could get back to the stage with piano even in any shape.
Again it was like a pray while I was playing.

Thank god to bring me back to be with music again.
I won't try to ignore anymore how important music is for me to live.

December 1, 2010

上原ひろみ あげいん!

I'm amazed how her sound can be heard as it is played by a whole band.
She plays by herself, with one instrument, Piano.
but I can hear Base, Drum, marimba and many many many more!!!!(maybe no horn tho)
She is the orchestra.She is the band.She is expressing everything by herself.

As for classical music, yes we also have to play as it is played by orchestra too tho...

November 30, 2010

Hiromi Uehara

http://rooftop.cc/interview/001913.php


彼女も死にものぐるいなんだって。
てゆーか結婚してたんだ。。。。



超SEXYYYYYYYYYYY


本当、演奏するって全意識をそこに集中して生活しないと出来ない。
音楽って芸術なのに完全にスポーツだよね。。

November 23, 2010

JAPAN

日経新聞より。








高度人材から見た労働市場の
魅力度ランキング
1位 スイス 9.12
2位 シンガポール 8.13
3位 米 国 8.08
4位 香 港 7.76
5位 ルクセンブルク 7.40
6位 カタール 7.40
7位 オーストラリア 7.40
8位 英 国 7.15
9位 カナダ 7.12
10位 カザフスタン 6.91

19位 中 国 5.83
33位 韓 国 4.58
42位 日 本 4.10






日本42位って。カザフスタンより下!

November 18, 2010

Men and Women

Ok.
Recently, I feel very very frustrated about the fact that I AM WOMAN.

I was with colleague(woman) last night walking.
One big van came close to us.
Door was opened ,I could see there were about 8 guys inside.Expats.
By their english I reckon it was american people.

"Hey, How are you?"

man asked us.

We didn't turn our face to them kept walking but said

"good thanks."

He continued.


"Hey...um....we just want to have a sex tonight."


???????



????????????????


SO F*CKIN WHAT?
HOW DARE YOU COULD SAY SUCH A MISERABLE SENTENCE??????

Did they think we would say
"Wow, that's great! We also wanted it, let's do!"????????????????????

I was SO pissed and about to say something really nasty, but 2 guys just got off the car and came to us talking, so I thought it can be risky for us to whip them up when they are 8GUYS.
So we just grabbed a cab and technically run away....



OK.


Did we seem hooker?

Well, our outfits were totally not sexy one.(I was with UGG)
bet not.

THEN.


Did we seem stupid that would follow any men as long as you are from western country?


HELL NO.


However, I imagine there are many cases that they can have some asian woman by asking like that straightly with no shame.
They try because it could be succeed.

Huge issue between western men and asian women.
Asian people still have huge "western culture complex".

"If you have blond hair and blue eyes in Asia, you will be the king."

This was the word from some book sold in US.

I can't just blame on men because We, Asian women have made them that way.
In fact that is so true.
but NOT FOR EVERY ASIAN WOMEN.

Being woman, its so powerful.I should feel lucky that I'm woman.
We are the one who can procreate.
NEVERTHELESS, I'm really frustrated and shame that I am woman lately.

Or is it just because I seem so light/stupid to men?
Is it actually MY problem?
If so, I don't know how I should be......







November 16, 2010

Charice

I CANT STOP CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!
How strong voice she has?

Ah, I'm speechless.
She knows the way of express music in her.the best way.


November 12, 2010

My passion

I LOVE MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why it drives me crazy???
how??????

November 9, 2010

上海タクシー

帰り道のタクシーで窓が空いていたので
運転手さんに

寒いから閉めて!

といったら

閉めてくれた。

そして今度は反対側の窓を開けた。



優しさ。。。。。?

November 8, 2010

Lady gaga

I always use Lady gaga when I describe commercial music slash bad music.

Well, there is no such a thing as "bad music".

And yes, I simply respect every artists who is fighting in showbiz.(I don't mean Im infatuated with that....)
Even thought music is bull shit, they do their work.and it demands so much effort.many ppl are involved for just YOU....easy to imagine how tough(and of course fun) it would be.

They have power!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_LtemWWeOs


as for beyonce, I always respect her!!! how I can believe she is just 1year older than me!

November 6, 2010

Jazzanova ジャザノヴァ

久しぶりに聴いたら凄いはまっています。


"Of all the things"(2008)からLittle bird feat.Jose James.


これはやばい。この出だしのピアノから終わりのチェロから
勿論独特の闇を持った空気感。歌詞。
今これが気分です。







もうひとつは同じアルバムからLie feat. Theif
曲調はるんるんしてるのに
歌詞にはまた闇が潜んでいるの。
この歌詞。凄い。











音楽とは狂気なものなのか
正気なものなのか。


Again mac has started acting strange by typing Japanese....enough...


Music was never something peaceful to me.
It was insane, and thats the way I like it to be.


For me, Playing is praying. I face to myself.
While you are IN pieces, while you are listen to YOUR sound,while you are building your music,
there is only yourself and sounds.nothing else.
so many times I even forget to breath....always feel something heavy in my stomach.
either good or not, thats why I need so much time to play as I want.
I need to try and try over and over again to build it up.


Will I be able to just enjoy music and playing?



November 5, 2010

Shanghai pride Closing


Gay pride in Shanghai? Hell yeah! And it’s not just for the gays, it’s for EVERYBODY!
If you’ve got a family member, or friend, or colleague who’s gay, and you want to celebrate their presence in your life, then this event is for you too!
Over the last three weeks of the ShanghaiPRIDE season, we’ve had a whole host of healthy, wholesome activities designed for the community — panel discussions, art shows, sports events, film screenings, parties and so on. We’ve laughed together, cried together, shared lots together.
But here is your final opportunity to come celebrate with us in the spirit of our theme for this year: Diversity. Unity. Harmony.
We’ve got one whole day of song and dance performances, games and sketches as well as lots and lots of delicious food prepared for you between 11am and 7pm. It will be lots of fun for the entire family — so make plans to show up with your parents, your siblings, your kids and your pets — and let’s have fun! As with all the best things in life, this event is free of charge.
Tell your friends: Douban | Sina Weibo | Facebook
What: ShanghaiPRIDE 2010: Family Day
When: Nov 6, Saturday 11am-7pm
Where: Da Marco Restaurant — 690 Shibo Ave,  Pudong District, just 250m away from the Expo InterContinental Hotel! (Driving Instructions)
How much: Entrance is free!!! (Lunch and dinner at your own cost)
How to get there:
1. Take Bus 640 from Tangqiao Station (Line 4) to Nanmatou, then walk along Shibo Avenue past Expo InterContinental Hotel
2. Take a taxi from Tangqiao Station on Line 4 (turn right at Nanmatou Road, and left at Shibo Avenue, then walk past Expo InterContinental Hotel to Da Marco)
3. Take a taxi from Yuntai Road Station on Line 7 (turn left at Nanmatou Road, then left at Shibo Avenue, then walk past Expo InterContinental Hotel to Da Marco)



COME JOIN!!!!!

November 2, 2010

Something funny

This is SO true.
how women are complicated...
especially before girls kicks day!!!!!:-)


How To Make A Woman Happy?

it has never been dificult to make a woman happy all man needs to do is this:

1.Friend
2.Lover
3.Brother
4.father
5.Master
6.Good Cook
7.Electrician
8.carpenter
9.Plumber
10.Mechanic
11.Decorator
12.tilist
13.Sexologist
14.Psychlogist
15.healer
16.Good Listener
17.Organisator
18.Good Father
19.Very Clean
20.Cute
21.Atlethic
22.Warm
23.Elegant
24.inteleigent
25.Funny
26.Creative
27.Gentle
28.Strong
29.Understanding
30.tolerant
31.Wise
32.Ambitious
33.capable
34.Bold
35.Dedicated
36.truthfull
37.Secure
38.Passionate
39.Sensitive

NEVER FORGET:

40.To give her compliments all the time
41.Love Shopping
42.Be sincere
43.Be very Rich
44.Dont piss her off
45.Dont look at other women

IN MEANWHILE YOU HAVE TO:

46.Pay a lot of atention to her
47.give her time for her self
48.give her lots of space and you should not worry where she goes and what she does

AND VERY IMPORTANT:

49. NEVER FORGET:
*Birthdays
*Annivrsaries
* And anything that is organized by her



And HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY?


1.Just leave him alone





:-))))

October 28, 2010

Chopin piano concerto

Ah how beautiful this piece is?
Hooked on this since ever.
I can say I'd be done if I could play this with orchestra!
Argerich is the god!


Chopin concerto No.2

October 26, 2010

magic garden shanghai!

We went to Magic garden's party last weekend again!

was held at Circus night club.(same building of Obama club)
It was kinda strange venue for psy party cos they had hostess club style in a way...

Music was pretty normal so I couldn't have fun as much as last one.


あ日本語うてる!

円形のDJブースが真ん中にどんとあってかなり邪魔だった!w
でもおもしろい会場でした。


実は音楽は何だか普通でつまらなかったのよ。。。。
それでもまあ楽しんだけど。

お店のスタッフw
ちなみに後ろの中国人グループは皆でテーブルでダイスゲームしてます。
サイケのパーテイーで。謎。




 DJブースの中!このブースかなりゆーーーーっくり廻りますw



この2人かわいかったな〜はいでw






私なんでこんな顔なの。


ダンサーもいた。サイケなのに。このスタイルw




 ぶらがもってった愛用カメラでの写真達!!!!だから綺麗でしょ


October 21, 2010

Jacqueline Du Pré Elgar cello concerto




Since when I was 17years old,I have kept saying " this is my music!!!!!"
I was so surprised when I listened to it first time because this piece expressed "ME" perfectly.
so I felt "omg this is me, this is my music"....(well, I'm sorry but let me say that.I'm just saying.........)
remember clearly it was the night before I went to france to take part in music seminar....

hmmm still good, i love this piece especially when its loved by Jacqueline!
She doesn't seem playing, she is making love with music.....

Ah when my mac will be repaired?good question just I've been lazy to bring it to apple, or to format........

October 19, 2010

The prayer

Universe or Cause of Universe
One who surrounds everything.
One who controls and directs
The Master of all things past, future, and present
The creator of all beings
The supporter of all things
He who exists with all the splendor
The AtmA or soul of all beings
One who nourishes all beings that He created




October 17, 2010

Ineffable Mysteries

I just love music too much ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Why I can easily lose myself and let myself go into music.
I feel like my body is just a box holding my soul(well it is actually).
And I really wanna lose my body.sounds strange but I really do.
Just want to melt into the world of music itself......

One of my favorite band "shpongle" live, how they improvise is just amazing.....
I love iiiiiit!!!!!!I wanna play:-(



This subject has been my complex since ever, Why I can't really create something from scratch?
I have confident, or I believe that I have SOMEthing(which everybody would have thought this way).
but I don't have creation......or it's blocked.

Oh my god I'm so frustrated. I really am.

What the hell have I learned from school?
For what did I go to music school from 4years old....
Why I just can't make my feeling explode?
Am I so closed?
I wanna express what I feel,what I have.......


Or Jusy I'm lazy? or maybe I don't have anything.
Who decide who has what?
ah bull shit on the end.
My period has passed already tho.

October 16, 2010

Shanghai Pride




READ!!!!

My dear friend Dylan spoke to City weekend!
Shanghai pride will be kick off tonight!!!!
Come down for the opening event and don't forget the main event on 6th Nov(sat)@Da marco!

October 13, 2010

Help me


自分の中の音楽が鳴り止まない。
どうしたらいいのかわからない!!!!
ずっとずっと弾いていたい。
ずっとどきどきしているの。
身体はただの容れ物で
溶けてこの音楽の中に入って生きていければいいのに。



October 11, 2010

万博 エキスポ EXPO

本当に本当にようやく。。。。。
万博へ行ってきました〜〜。。。

ずーっとチケットも持っていたのだけど、
混んでるし暑いしどうしても行く気がしなくて。。。。
でも今月いっぱいで終わってしまうので行ってきました!

まだんるー(Madang Road)から万博の特別ラインが出ていて(13号線)
直接行けると思ったのだけど
朝9時の時点で13号線に乗るのにもすっっっっっっっっっごい行列で
くじけてそこからタクシーで会場までいきました。
エントランスも凄い人で。。。
このゲートがあと20個はあると思って。。。




しかも皆とにかく走る!押す!足を踏む!
何度も日本語で
”おさないでえええええ”って叫びました。。。。。


今回はCゾーンへ。
ヨーロッパやアメリカのパビリオン等主要なものは全部ここに。


1時間くらい並んで中に入って


イギリス館!
もっと近くにいってどうなってるのか見ればよかった〜




そして靴がいっぱいあるときき
イタリア館へ。


ここも1時間以上並んだのかな。。。。
並んでるときに皆りんご食べたり
ウインナー食べたり
魚食べたり
グレープフルーツ食べたり
肉まんたべたり
なんとビニール袋に入ってるチャーハン食べたり!!!!

人ごみとその食べ物の匂いが入り交じった感じが
相当気持ち悪くさせた。。。

入る頃にはぐっっっっっっっったり。。。。


それでも中に入ったら興奮したけどね〜






Zegnaのブースみたいのがあったんだけど
なぜか男の人が中に。。。。
イタリア人なのかなきっと。。。
かわいそう。。。。1日ここ????
しかも本当に立ってるだけなの。
イタリアの男を象徴してるのかしら。。。。。。。。


そっふぁー







そして私の一番のお気に入り!!!!!






壁にオーケストラが!!!!!!




どうなってるかわかるかな???







これは凄いおばさまが通ったから爆笑している私w

スコアも本物みたいだったよ!
楽器はさすがに違うよねえ。。。。

次のお部屋にはお花畑と木が!



こういうの大好き〜



そしてパスタの展示


私の1番好きなフェットチーネ!

マカロニ〜〜〜



こういう部屋家にほしい!



ワインもね。
ドレスの展示も。


ドルチェ&ガッバーナ

あんまかわいくなーい


この緑のが1番すきかなあ。。。



これはヴェルサーチ!
かわいい!



あとは派手な照明や浮いてるいす。。。
それから
靴!!!!!!セルジオ•ロッシ!!!!!!!!







これなんだったんだろう。。。。
ワークアウトのだよね。。。



謎。。。。。
イタリア人の幸せな家庭?w





はい。1つみてもう1時とか。
ぐっっっっっっっっったり。
あんまり寝ずにいったのでさらに。


はい。

新天地にランチしに去りました。。。。




デザートはオーストリアンカフェで。
ザッハ頼んだけど全然食べれなかった。。。。。
ほとんど残してしまいもったいなかったわ〜