October 17, 2010

Ineffable Mysteries

I just love music too much ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Why I can easily lose myself and let myself go into music.
I feel like my body is just a box holding my soul(well it is actually).
And I really wanna lose my body.sounds strange but I really do.
Just want to melt into the world of music itself......

One of my favorite band "shpongle" live, how they improvise is just amazing.....
I love iiiiiit!!!!!!I wanna play:-(



This subject has been my complex since ever, Why I can't really create something from scratch?
I have confident, or I believe that I have SOMEthing(which everybody would have thought this way).
but I don't have creation......or it's blocked.

Oh my god I'm so frustrated. I really am.

What the hell have I learned from school?
For what did I go to music school from 4years old....
Why I just can't make my feeling explode?
Am I so closed?
I wanna express what I feel,what I have.......


Or Jusy I'm lazy? or maybe I don't have anything.
Who decide who has what?
ah bull shit on the end.
My period has passed already tho.

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